TH is a loser

Hello, Glibs. As I've mentioned in the recent past, my stupid ass is drowning in debt. I lost my car earlier this year and am barely working at the moment. I've only paid half my rent and had my gas shut off today. Don't feel too bad for me, this is entirely my own fault. I'm a fucking loser. That being said, anything you can spare to get me through this would be greatly appreciated. I'm so fucking sorry to even ask but I have nowhere else to turn. Honestly, Ted's predicament is a far more worthy cause than mine so if you can help him instead of me, please do so...I just have nobody else. It was about a year and a half ago that I did this and you all went above and beyond to help me. So much so it made me weep with gratitude. I then swore never to do this again, yet here I am, hat in hand, like an unprincipled asshole. If you are considering helping, please refrain from doing so once the goal has been reached. Not looking for any extra money, just enough to pay the rent and keep the stove working. I'm embarrassed, ashamed, and feeling guilty as fuck. I'm sorry. I'm not worthy of any help but I'm desperate enough to ask. Anyway, I apologize for even asking. If I don't receive a dime I won't hold it against any of you because I sure as shit don't deserve it.